Mom.
I cannot stand anything anymore.
I'm so sick and tired of everything I do not being noticed and appreciated!!!
WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?!?!?!?! AM I REALLY THAT BAD OF A PERSON THAT I NEED TO BE TREATED THIS WAY?!?!?! I'M SO FUCKING DONE!!
Fuck my mom and sister!! My mom treats me like I'm the worst person on this fucking planet, and treats my sister like a god damn princess!! WHAT THE FUCK!!
I want to cut so bad it hurts, but Oceanna is here... I don't want to fucking live here anymore.. .I just want it all to be over...
My thoughts are coming back again.. I can't stop thinking about just taking 100 pills or cutting too deep.. Everything would be gone and over.. No more pain, no more tears, no more love, no more anything. Just nothingness.. No one would care anyway. They'd be sad for a day, then the my "service" would happen and everyone would be over it.. Just like Auntie Ange and Uncle Hugh.. Everyone's over it..
I just want this all to stop.. But I don't know how...
The Clover Chain Project isn't helping.. They paired me up with someone who seems happy go lucky and isn't really into helping me with anything..
So tell me.. What's the point of living when you have no one or nothing to live for? Someone please tell me... Because if I don't find out soon, it's all gonna be over..
I just want to die.. I want it to be over..
-Tara-
I'm so sick and tired of everything I do not being noticed and appreciated!!!
WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?!?!?!?! AM I REALLY THAT BAD OF A PERSON THAT I NEED TO BE TREATED THIS WAY?!?!?! I'M SO FUCKING DONE!!
Fuck my mom and sister!! My mom treats me like I'm the worst person on this fucking planet, and treats my sister like a god damn princess!! WHAT THE FUCK!!
I want to cut so bad it hurts, but Oceanna is here... I don't want to fucking live here anymore.. .I just want it all to be over...
My thoughts are coming back again.. I can't stop thinking about just taking 100 pills or cutting too deep.. Everything would be gone and over.. No more pain, no more tears, no more love, no more anything. Just nothingness.. No one would care anyway. They'd be sad for a day, then the my "service" would happen and everyone would be over it.. Just like Auntie Ange and Uncle Hugh.. Everyone's over it..
I just want this all to stop.. But I don't know how...
The Clover Chain Project isn't helping.. They paired me up with someone who seems happy go lucky and isn't really into helping me with anything..
So tell me.. What's the point of living when you have no one or nothing to live for? Someone please tell me... Because if I don't find out soon, it's all gonna be over..
I just want to die.. I want it to be over..
-Tara-